today is a short day,but a day tat is full of boring lesson...first period is e clit...2nd is maths ,then follow by eng ...4th period is chem and physics at last....physics is like super sianzz.....u just listen to the teacher tok...luckily i got a nice chair ....veri soft....HA,tml got PE which is fun....it is funny when you see 27 girls play captain ball at same time within an area of erm..erm..30msquare....have you ever wondered why they will shout when they are holding on the ball??today during eng,we watch news about babies....babies are cute and lovely~~~.....i love babies sia....I wan 4 children in future ha..if my wife is willing to give birth to?
I realli cant bear onli child...maybe becoz i m the onli child..i noe how boring the life is...u haf no siblings to tok ,play,fight with...so sad lah....and now i m like tat....after schu,it rains heavily...and i have no umbrella~~I bring umbrella everyday in Jan,but it nv rains...now i nv bring umbrella,it rains...GOD is unfair to mi sia.....
today is 6th day tat i nv sae any single word to her....6 days leh....1 more day to reach 1 week.....ha,becoz i m thinking over sth...but i m so indecisive tat i cant make up my mind...so b4 i decide sth,i wun go sae anything to her...ha,maybe i should go for some tuition....i have some probs to cope wif all the subjects maybe...sianzz,later nid to go out to buy present for my dear fren ziyi n joy...i dun wan to go sia..my frens ask mi go play basketball leh..summore is full court leh....then yb keep ask mi go...i ask ws go he oso dun wanna go..sianzzz...
aiya,enough for today liao...
another boring day.....the interminable craps from teacher are gonna make mi crazy....especially during so called "C" lesson....wad laws and no laws,schu rules and no schu rules...just cant bear wif it......summore she is so bithcy lah....she think she veri pretty issit?c her face alr veri sian liao.....then today i meet so many idiotic teacher,ps. all female,ask mi tug in,after schu they oso tug tug tug in....sianzzz,summore,mr soon caught my hair ,sae wad veri long...then i tell him becoz of manchuria tradition,ppl cant cut hair during first lunar month...and HE ACCEPTS...ha,hope he can forget after some days then i m safe again~~...joy and ziyi birthday are coming~~one is on sun and the other 1 on fri,we want to cele for them,but its like they cant squeeze out time....
ai,sian liao....i go take a nap liao lor
RAH!!!sleepy sia...last nite,in the end,i still nv get into sleep....stay awake for whole night.......during lesson i m damn sleepy....i must keep tok in order to stay awake....during lunch break,i saw her, but i suddenly feel shy and dun dare to turn my head..i tot i wun so nervous alr..but today it proves tat i m wrong..i am getting worse..LOL...
haiz...today release 2 tests result...chem onli got 17.5/25...phy got 24/30....maybe the results are not fantastic...but i think god give mi enough luck liao..coz i din realli study,erm i can sae i nv study while weisiang study so hard still lower than mi...but joy tell mi she got 29/30 for physics...WA,pro right??hah,i feel happy and sad at same time..
i feel happy for her as her hardwork has been paid...i feel sad coz i lose to her...if i lose to other ppl i wun mind...she is diff:'(...it is very "mei mian zi" when you lose to sum1 u like..however look at the bright side...if slacker get same results as hardworking ppl...then all hardworking ppl become slacker liao lor..so god is fair~I WILL STUDY FOR NEXT TEST..i still try to cope with all of the strict teacher...they are so damn strict lor..everything oso penalise..
i keep fail my eng compos....up to now,i fail 2 compos liao..maybe march holi nid to come bak for eng tuition..so sad..i prepare oso fail..today during the stupid higher chi lecture...it is like a PUBLIC SPEAKING...i feel disgusting when i hear the 3rd speaker speak...the speech should be a ..erm how to sae,strong?but she speaks like a bubble gum...so sticky..slowly and slowly.then the 5th speaker,according to ze hui n joy,YU LE is cute while we boys all disagree..but he speak quite well...
My new name tag is coming~~On fri,when you saw mi ,please call mi "Abba Yao"
NOW 2am alr leh...you noe wad happened???I CANT GET INTO SLP....maybe is the stupid so called "ghost stories" influenced mi....human's mind could cre8 ghost...hahaha,funny right?before i went to bed,i was thinking wad if i cre8 some ghost....then i dunnoe if i got into slp or not,my mum opened the door slightly,i WOKE up SUDDENLY...i scared my mum becoz she tot i crazy or sth else...after she went away,i slp again...then same thing happened to mi again...i woke up SUDDENLY again when my cousin came bak from work.....then this repeated and repeated and repeated....then my room was full of burning paper smell which made me feel like to vomit......
reuben is a weird person...i think ,i think onli...he takes mi as a rival for some reasons.....coz its like i just wanna make fren wif him while he keeps being sarcastic....it makes mi feel uncomfortable,so now i dun realli tok to him liao....maybe he likes her oso lah but he keep deny....Anw i dun care lah,more guys like her means give her more choices...if she chooses him,onli means he is the best to her lor...
Back to my 1st part ...i TOT i was dead,coz my dad sae when a person died...he wun noe until 7 days pass......LOL,i siao de right???just read a veri touching story...but the story is in chinese,haha,i try to translate:)...
"once upon a time,there is a couple...the gal always protect the guys....one day,they went to take ship...however the ship sanks...luckily they hold a wooden plank and stay float....after 2hrs,they saw a ship passing by...they shout shout ,finally the ship notice them...the guy sae'this time,i will save u'he swim to the ship first.....the gal was so devastated coz the guy left her alone...suddenly,a shark eats the guy..the gal was saved.....when she tell the captain about this...captain told her the truth tat he saw the guy use his own blood to attract the shark to eat them...if he didnt do tat,both of them will be eaten by the shark...."
ok liaox...tat all for today....maybe today i will post again...
Ha,this is my first post,yesterday suddenly got moodswing=.=....so sianzzz,dunnoe why leh~~maybe becoz of the stupid testi sae got many ppl jio her...rightfully,i should be happy lor.this show she is good~~haiz...but i think i jealous bah.....summore...during daytime,i sleep 2 times and dream her TWO times,summore at night oso~~MY DAY is FULL of her...first time is she stead wif sum1,then i was like so devastated...2nd time i cant remember sia...3rd time i suddenly realised she has MSN,but she just dun wanna give mi....
haiz...so sian...i keep asking myself..wad if i nv met her?will I be better?maybe the ans is no~...this yr i haven absent from school which is a miracle...last yr my attendance is only 60/80..sumtimes i oso feel quite happy when she dun accept mi~~coz its like she is reaching perfect,mi leh???so lousy....
She should find sum better guy....how long will this feeling last???obviously,she dun trust sec schu love...but wad if i stupid enough,love her until university?will i get a chance???no1 noes....
Last yr,i use so long to persuade my parents to let mi go Canada after sec schu coz i can graduate 2 yrs faster....But now,I m like not feel to going....If i go there,tat means,i will lose contact wif her(although now also not much contact,but atleast can c her)...
ok lah,i stop liao...no matter wad happen,life goes on...Tml i will be ok~
