Ha,this is my first post,yesterday suddenly got moodswing=.=....so sianzzz,dunnoe why leh~~maybe becoz of the stupid testi sae got many ppl jio her...rightfully,i should be happy lor.this show she is good~~haiz...but i think i jealous bah.....summore...during daytime,i sleep 2 times and dream her TWO times,summore at night oso~~MY DAY is FULL of her...first time is she stead wif sum1,then i was like so devastated...2nd time i cant remember sia...3rd time i suddenly realised she has MSN,but she just dun wanna give mi....
haiz...so sian...i keep asking myself..wad if i nv met her?will I be better?maybe the ans is no~...this yr i haven absent from school which is a miracle...last yr my attendance is only 60/80..sumtimes i oso feel quite happy when she dun accept mi~~coz its like she is reaching perfect,mi leh???so lousy....
She should find sum better guy....how long will this feeling last???obviously,she dun trust sec schu love...but wad if i stupid enough,love her until university?will i get a chance???no1 noes....
Last yr,i use so long to persuade my parents to let mi go Canada after sec schu coz i can graduate 2 yrs faster....But now,I m like not feel to going....If i go there,tat means,i will lose contact wif her(although now also not much contact,but atleast can c her)...
ok lah,i stop liao...no matter wad happen,life goes on...Tml i will be ok~
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Yao Yi Nuo
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