Hate mi pls...please hate mi more...i will feel less guilty...after hating mi,the things will be buried and u will return normal..sorry for wad i did to u..but luckily i achieve wad i wan...so thx lor,i just promulgate this can liao....dun tok about this
ha,31/3 alr...my birthday is coming sia...each yr my parents sae i can have 1 wish in my birthday...and the wish will come true..but this yr,my wish most probably wun come true...the wish seems a bit ridiculous...ok lah,dun tok about birthday..
yesterday i pon schu...coz i woke up late..then i felt damn lazy to go schu so nv went schu sia..then i went to schu to meet up wif yuandong,yaowen,jiajia,kok,zhongtao to play bball...it realli fun sia...when i m defencing jiajia,jiajia push mi..and my head hit yuandong teeth..then his teeth hit his lip..then his lip end up like donald duck like tat...then we kept imitate him,imitate the way he tok ...damn funny...then we oso keep laugh at yaowen coz his action is realli veri disgusting...he doesnot look like a professional basketball player..but he got score a lot..i cant deny the truth...i love the feeling to play ball wif them...i have no stress when playing wif them..not like playing ball wif basketball ppl...basketball ppl will keep blame u if u nv score or nv past the ball to them...but they wun pass the ball to u..tat is e problem...so sianzz..but yuandong and etc are diff...we play basketball is for fun ...just to relax ourselves...
we 7 ppl drink a lot of soft drink..damn thirsty..i think 6 bottle of 1.5l drink bah...about there...i m learning how to write chinese poem...when i write my first poem..i will post it here...hope sum1 can understand...haha,first poem..i dun think it will be chim or wad..i think most ppl can understand it...
tml our clz is having a claz outing again...3IT is realli a good clz...no bakstabbing,no isolated ppl,no bitch,no bastard...every1 seems ok..although there will be clique but not realli separated in a sense...so overall,i prefer 3IT to 2CR seriously...hope all ppl in 3IT have same feeling...i hope 3IT will be a "drug-free" clz....
today is a bad luck day sia..i dunnoe wad is alvin ang problem lah...catch mi for long hairr...last yr he wun like tat 1 lor..maybe he kana ditch by his gf then find sum1 to torture..fuk sia...then chua chor loon cut my bak...walao..he no skill 1 sia...cut like dog bite 1 like tat,so ugly..make mi spend 20+ go cut hair again...2 weeks time,i cut 3 times...bo hair alr lah...so suck sia..
we just changed seating arrangement yesterday...now i sit wif edward ,then ziyi beside mi,tander sit infront of mi...i think the new sitting arrangement is much nosier than previous 1...but we just kept veri queit during chinese lesson..so tat she will think tat she has succeed in keeping us quiet...
sec 3 life is quite boring sia...tests after tests....although i m not realli stress but u will get screwed by the atmosphere surrounded u...every1 is seems to be piaing but u are slacking...sianz...these few days i m damn mentally tired..i think i realli nid 1 day rest or else i cant adjust myself alr..maybe i m not going to schu tml..i realli reall reallli nid 1 day rest...so tat i still could walk down....i must think wad i shd do next....i m lost now....Haiz....sad sia...haha.tat all for today
wa,sunday leh...tml i have to go schu again...o sht...i 4get wad i wanna write leh...lol.....aiya,today veri sianzz.i go out buy shoes hor...the shop dun have my size... wa lao...11 is so diff to get ...ok lah....dunnoe wad to write sia...ok last sentence..SS sucks...
Sat is always a boring day sia....1 whole day leh..i stay at home to do nth but sleeping and playing game...sec 3 life is like so boring...whenever u ask ppl out,the ans is always e same..."we have tests next week" or "we have tuitions"...wl eh....Got tests cant go out meh????sianzz lah..then my fren pang seh mi....cancelled basketball match tonite...wa,make mi more agitated...
yesterday is like e end of world, coz my clz got spot check...luckily i nv got caught...but sadly,zy and ws got sia..then ws fringe and back kana cut..the fringe is like shit now,and he is devastated and went for trim again..zy onli the tail kana cut and he looks no diff..he is quite lucky lah....buddha bless mi sia....i the day b4 the spot check keep saying" a mi tuo fo" ,haha...
nxt week got chem n phy tests again...2 tests again and i think follow by A maths quiz....aiyo,1 week 3 tests, siao leh....sianzz,i now just dun like to touch book at home..i just wanna fool around..maybe becoz of my aim bah...my aim is like so easy to achieve..not like other ppl.."i wan become the richest man" or "i wan become a designer" or "i wan become a teacher"....compare to them,my aim is like chicken feet..i dun even noe wad i realli wanna be nxt time..no wonder i m so slack...maybe 1 day i suddenly realised and i started to study...i now just wanna get good results in olevel..but this aim doesnot seem to motivate mi sia...so let mi just put it aside first....
ha,birthday coming sia....1 wish of happy birthday from is much more worthy than thousand of presents...ha,i think i think too much liao..4get about it...yesterday went to play basketball wif yuandong ,jiajia ,kok,zhongtao and summore...its quite fun and i like it...they are not like our schu sec 3 basketballer,keep scold u when u cant score or wad...play wif them will not have stress....but my schu shoes is becoming shty and shty..maybe i m going out to buy a new pair again tml...ok liao lah...i go watch 1piece liao
ha,today is another long day..realli long sia..from 7.35 till 4+ leh...siao 1 leh..and the lessons are boring oso..everyday i notice i m reckless...bio test is so so lah..but easier than wad i expected.i tot is like super diff 1..maybe i cant even pass...coz i nv study..dunnoe y leh,last nite just dun feel like study...then this morning go schu study,recess oso...wa,recess,the EDWARD from 3ly came into our clz and tok non-stop..i cant even get 1 word into my head...but nvm,i forgive him...lol...i break my record today oso...today,1 day onli, 3 teacher scold mi for my hair..and because i m so guai..i go cut hair just now..
now hair is short sia...can i sae it is botak???erm,not realli lah,compared to other guys,still consider quite long..but realli much shorter than previous 1...nvm,still got about 2 months to june holi..maybe i will go dye yellow and silver...COOL right!!haha,luckily i dunnid to go bak during june holi...haiz?should i change CCA again,maybe i go join MRL,haha,if can..stupid SK nv go IC wif mi,and i dunnoe any1 there so i oso dun feel like going....
yesterday i 4get who sae 1,i think is debi,she sae ws look like DA GE among mi,zy and him..so now zy and i call him DA GE...whenever we kana bully,he runs away first,lol...he damn scared of yukai..as yukai dunnoe siao or wad,everytime saw him will ask him return $$ but ws nv even borrow $$ from him..however because of yukai size,ws is like a coward kia..lol...he runs veri slow as we noe.but when yukai is chasing him,he can be the top runner in our schu..so nxt time,must ask yukai chase him...LOL,ok lah,damn tired today..dun feel like writing anymore,so tat all...good nite and have a sweet dream,haha,just like mi yesterday dream about a dead people and some frens and ....
haiz,today damn sian..2hr assembly leh...we learn nth 1 lor..onli keep hearing the teacher tok tok tok tok tok tok..interminable suffering..i today then realised i realli got lovesick leh.last time ws and zy sae i still dun believe..but until today i realised tat...just 1 look ,realli just 1 look can make mi happy whole day..worse than last yr...aiyo,i so stupid 1 sia..so lame..ai ya..nth to write leh,just tat schuwork is getting tougher and tougher..but i still damn lazy to study..no motivation sia...sad......thx ze hui for help mi print all the stuff.haha,i will repay u if u wan
today i went bak schu for our bio lesson..combine wif 3LY,JT,EP.....the lesson is quite boring and i din realli pay attention,coz it is not really diff mah....go read book can understand liao...then js,zy,ws and i sit in 1 row and no ppl sit around us...emilene sae we 4 look like F4....lol...so AA(attract attention)...all js lor,zy n i follow him..then he choose the play where LY ppl normally sit..but this time most of LY ppl sit at where normally IT ppl sit...then where js ,ws,zy n i sit is like extra place...no ppl wan de...
then zhong ming sit behind us...we 4 keep ask our $375 bak from him...coz last time they find a laptop and they could go sell it and get $$...but when zhong ming saw it ,he took it away and return to teacher...so he makes us lose $375...LOL.he keep sleeping..he sleeps for 2 hrs...i m wondering why he comes for the bio lesson...lol...so weird of him..
LY teacher is like siao de...pia until like tat...today from 9am till 5pm have lesson..it is worse than normal schu day...haiz,i pity js and all my frens sia...must bear wif the boring lessons,IT is good sia..a clz makes up of slackers...most ppl in 3IT are slackers like mi...nv nv nv study 1...and i wun study b4 exam oso ....ha,maybe i can go bak schu to have detention during term 3 holi...
i should consider it sia..hahahaha,holiday is gonna end..nth much happen...onli have fun 1 day and its mon...the day go kbox wif zehui and joy...
oya,today we also go PP eat together,and sadly,i m the onli guy..all pang seh mi..edward sprain ankle and kok wei forget about the meet up..zy and ws will nv come 1...haiz,make mi feel a bit BU ZI ZAI...
today is veri sian again...the clz outing is like sht?damn sia..regret going sia..shd stay at home and sleep...ok lah...tat all for today...just drink red wine andnot feel like writing so nvm lah...hahaha
hahaha,finalli...i have some fun today,realli.....today is alr 3rd day of holiday but its first day i have fun in holiday....today i went to KBOX wif ze and joy in Somerset....the price is like sht sia...$16 onli can sing 4 hr.....but we realli have fun....actualli ze sing de not bad lah...she tells mi she sing veri lousy de...but actualli not bad lah...her voice make mi recall 1 of the star,but just cant remember her name...i realli realli forget her name...Then joy is like super super high...lol
She sings also veri good..no wonder can go into 2nd round of talent time...haha,ze is so lame...keep sae she got blubber and not feel cold...actualli she feels cold...she got shiver?ha,nv pay much attention...i lend her my shirt she oso dun wan...lol...
then we went to shopping ,erm fool around...then we saw joy's sister and her bf...her bf was not veri tall...erm,actualli i cant imagine tat he is sec 3....but nvm...every1's taste is diff...so non of my business...we also got saw Zheng YU...
joy ask mi if i am the kind will love sum1 forever de,even if she marry...hahaha,so weird...i dun realli dare to think about tat question,seriously....my grandma confirm kill mi if i nv marry...i m the onli grandson in my family...future...future....it seems veri far away...but actualli it will come veri fast...so i dun dare to think about future,erm i can sae is i dun wan waste my time to care about the unknown future...i just care about this moment...and still the same sentence"i go by feeling",love jiu love lor...dun love jiu dun love lor...tat shd be a best way for every1....
another boring day...sianzzz.i sianz until i go do all hw....and now,i finish all hw but...but ...i still feel damn boring...who can go out tml????call mi leh....i wan go out play leh....sport or kbox also can...just tat idun wan to stay at home.........haiz...first time i feel holi so sianzz...maybe becoz i give up computer game bah...last time i can play computer game in holi...but i promise tat i wun play computer games for these 2 yrs...and i must keep my promise sia....sooooooo sad sia.....T_T...
I miss school sia...at least in schu...i got things to do...but now...realli nth to doooooooo....so whoever wanna go out,please ask mi go out,please please please please please x 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
SAT AGAIN and a so called "long holi" come...so sianzzzz...SO sianzzz......realli sianzzz.......realli realli sianzzz........realli realli realli sianzzzz....haiz...dunnoe wad to sae...i miss my frens sia...I wanna go KBOX but no one wanna go wif mi...they onli want to go kik ball ..ball .ball..ball,everyday is ball...they dun feel sianz i oso feel sianzz.......I now realli dun understand myself liao...i am used to love holiday....but now holiday is sianzz lah sian lah......realli sianzz lah...maybe i shd fail all sub...then can go bak to schu...then if lucky enough...can ........ can........nvm
dun wan post liao...irritated by my stupid cousin...pissed off,i go calm down liao
Today is fri...and is last day of term 1...our clz onli left wif few ppl...they all go for sec 2 camp...and sunddenly clz become quite quiet...and i m not used to it...how can 3IT be quiet???lol...in this term,many unexpected things happen...i have made many new frens...I have encounter problem,after solving problems,sadness and happiness come respectively...so,term 1 is full of happiness and sadness...but it is a fruitful term..compare to sec 1 and 2...now then i realise when u just look at ppl gd points but not bad points...u can make fren wif them...learn to accept their bad points coz no one is perfect...
As usual,holiday is followed by homeworks..and this time,there is realli realli realli a lot lot lot of homework..i m thinking to pia finish tml...if i can...
Ok,now tok about my family in term 1,my dad still can crap a lot even if he sae he is veri stress and tired...my mum is still damn pro toking on phone..just break her own record....6hr non-stop toking on phone...i pity my dad,telephone bill sia...
then my love route is as sucky as b4..no improvement sia...nvm...i m still young,i m full of time..
although a stupid stone block mi...i have plenty of time..each day i break a big stone away...after a few yrs maybe...the big stone will be carried away...maybe a bright and smooth route is waiting for mi..so i will nv give up...ok so all for term 1....
nxt term i will start to study...the aim is not to win sum1 but not to lose to sum1....term 2 will be a short term sia...onli 5 weeks lesson then start mid yr alr...time realli fly..maybe u blink ur eyes again..u are in JC alr..then u blink again,u marry...follow by sleep forever in coffin..life will just pass like tat...but how will our future like??do you wan a lot of $$,or dunnoe wad sht high certificate or just live happily..?i choose 3rd 1...coz tat is my mission..if i study hard can make myself happier,i will go ahead and study..anw,still the same sentence"i go by feeling.."i m looking forward to the clz outing in holi,but sian,no1 wanna go KBOX...walao eh,escape is like dunnoe go how many times liao...i 2003 1st time go there..the facilities are the same until today...ok,last sentence,maybe u think my aim veri weird coz they are the same but actualli got a bit different..u can go figure it out urself..:X)
YEAH...2nd last day of term 1...holiday is coming~~~~~should i be happy or sad???in sum ways,holiday is sian de lor...cant see frens,cant go out often but stay at home...doing nth.luckily i can go play basketball full court match wif frens....i m looking forward to tue clz outing..although i dun realli like to go there...singapore boring theme park----escape...i have gone there for dunnoe 1000 times..but the facilities are still the same...haizzzz.damn sian sian sian sian...
Our new maths teacher is sux...his lesson is damn boring sia...E maths leh...all damn easy de..he thinks we are stupid arh...just a few laws,repeat 3 days....practice is better lor,just like Mr So...5 mins finish talking liao...I LIKE HIM SIA...haiz...he gives us a stupid surprise quiz..but the question is like shitttt....what is the radius of moon?how many blood cell in each mcl???how small is a dust mite??ARE WE HAVING SCI???EVEN IT IS SCI,WE OSO HAVEN LEARNT...WTF lah....
then today SS test is like so damn diff...maybe becoz i m against singapore government....i m realli against it...sum ppl may sae coz i come from china..but i tell u,i m against china government too...my dream government is the country in Europe...the government there is a caring government...although tax is high,but will pay bak to u...give $$ to support ur children to go schu...wad do ppl look for when they are alive????of coz 1 word-----happiness....happiness is lack in many singaporeans and chinese becoz of the stupid ass stress.......aiya,dun tok about it liao...getting angry and angry...
Last night,ze ask mi how come i m so obesessed over her?my ans is dunnoe..i today whole day think about the ques,and i still cant come out wif an ans...then i give up liao...y everything must have an ans...not neccessory right??somethings can just go by feeling...Love then love...hate den hate...tat will make ur life easier...just like the JERRY in i am not stupid 2...he everything wan an ans,in the end he everyday so trouble...i just come out an ans...how come i m so obsessed over her???becoz..i love her lor...simple ans just like tat...
today morning i m discussing the topic of "flirt" wif my dad...his opinion is realli great...most gal dun like flirt ...but have u ever thought why some ppl are flirt??coz they haven found the mr or mrs right in their life...just tat they are on the way of finding..maybe they just have feeling towards sum1 easily,so they are called "flirt"..but wad if they find their mr and mr right???they will stick to him or her right???ha,my dad's opinion is realli good sia...everything is 2-sided..this is wad he teaches mi...last time i look into problem onli 1 side...then veri agressive...but it is true tat everything is realli 2-sided...just like a chinese idiom(if you can figure out wad i m typing)"huo4 xi1 fu2 suo3 yi3,fu2 xi1 huo4 suo3 fu2"....for eg..when u hate by many ppl...u will think u are a bad ppl,god is unfair to u...but the other side is u can learn many things through it...god gives u a chance to learning sth to make u more mature...so still tat sentence" everything is 2-sided"...wad is the diff between optimistic and pessimistic...optimistic ppl is full of happiness while the other 1 is full of sadness...so which 1 u wanna mi???
So,if u meet some problem and feel down...try to think of the 2nd side of the problem,maybe u will feel beta...god is fair...if god make u bad luck today,he will make u good luck tomorrow.....
Maths lesson is getting boring and boring....the new trg teacher teaches veri veri veri slow...and it makes mi falling asleep....E maths leh...Mr So onli take 2 periods to finish 1 chap...he takes to periods to finish a part of the chapter...erm,just a few laws actually...waaaaaaaaa,damn sian.....But chemistry is getting fun and fun...i LIKE it..it rawks...actually all sci rox...just tat physics experiment is veri sianzz...3 months alr...keep repeating same experiment...A PENDULUM...
I feel regret to join drama for creative arts sia....i learn nth 1 siaaa....i onli hear the sux voice from chua choon hung ...damn irritating...Even if i try to sleep,i oso cant...I should go join dance... Although now they are learning ballet...but 2nd half of yr they will learn hip hop...which is super good sia...
Today maths is consider super super super easy sia....comapring to our stupid clz quizes...the common test is super easy...so no kick sia..
I have only 1 good pt....and it is i have confidence...i have a lot lot of confidence...aiya,dunnoe why,before and after any exam,i think my confidence will flow out sia...hope i can spare it to ppl who do not have confidence....
Tue is always a sux day...6 periods of boring lesson....The teacher is talking non-stoping with all the craps...but today,bio is fun coz we do experiment...pig live is disgusting sia...the smell is "nice"...haha,eng test result releases leh...and it is unbelievable tat i got 35/40.....I m shocked coz it is the first time i get so high for eng...anw ziyi score full for eng....but his chinese is like veri badly done...but he oso dun care..just like mi...ws,zi,and i will nv care for results...coz we believe "dun cry over the spilt milk"...today Mr So give out the maths quiz paper and it is a super sad story...Sheena crys over it coz she onli manages to get 1/20....Aiya,she crys leh...sad sia...girls like to cry over bad results=.=...maybe guys just cant understand how they feel when they score low...anw,i also score below my target,onli 15/20...stupid Mr So sae wad my graph not smooth even though my point and calculation all correct.....
Today during flag raising is damn funny...Our clz got 15 guys...Then our form teacher is counting the no. of guys...normally guys stand behind and girls stand infront...then she is asking us why there are onli 14 guys in our clz....then she suddenly think of LingXiang,then ask us where is LingXiang...THen we sae he stands wif rachelle everyday..then she laughs uncontrollably....Can you why she laughs??it is obvious...and i dun give any comment...
Love realli can make sum1 stupid....sumtimes,u may do lot lot lot of things,make fun on urself or tell jokes,u just wanna get a smile from her...AREN'T u dumb????of coz ,u are...but u are willing to be dumb so nvm lor...today,ah siang buy her a ipod...from our views,he is stupid..he is wasting $$,or wadeva some critisms....but wad if u stand on him position???maybe he spend 300+,400+ just to buy her happiness...coz she will happy if she has it,she will be joyed...tat y,sumtimes,love can make sum clever ppl become dumb...then the gal is saying maybe she will return to him to make him give up...Is it so easy for sum1 to give up the gal???Of coz no lah...when u wan to kill sum1,u stab him once he oso wun die...if u stab him many times,he may die and may stay alive...this must depends on the how much u love her?maybe the gals are doing the right thing...
coz they dun wan him to waste so much time on a chanceless 1...but,as wad i sae...love can make ppl dumb..so when u become dumb..every thing concern to her is meaning while it is kinda wasting of time in other ppl eyes...
Love realli can make ppl lose their direction,so if u still single or dun haf crush,dun sae if u were him,u wun do the same thing...maybe at tat time,u will do sth which is more dumb than wad he has done....
E Clit is getting fun and fun...when i read the poem, i have thought a lot of thins...reali realli a lot of things...maybe becoz my dad is study literature,i get the genes from him...sumtimes,a very diff poem,i just read a few times,i roughly can understand wad the writer is trying to tell ppl...I have nv regret to choose E Clit...summore,today joy and jin ming read a love poem together...and they "pei he" veri good according to the teacher,just like a pair of couples..but it doesn't suit right???if i m not wrong,jin ming haven reach puberty sia,i think he shorter than joy leh...haha,i feel veri bad sia...nvm..dun laugh at ppl,i had been short for 10 yr+....when i m in pri 1,i not even reach 1 m...haha...tat all for today...TML WILL BE A BETA AND HAPPY DAy....
ANW,WISH ALL THE BEST TO PPL WHO ARE HAVING MATHS TEST TML....
Monday is such a long and exhausting day.....We have erm 7 periods lesson...haha,damn boring sia...Den the assembly is super super super boring becoz of the dumb principal....His talk is much more effective than "An mian yao"....If u cant sleep,record his talk and listen b4 u go to bed...i m sure tat u will have a good sleep....Summore,i dunnoe noe why my place there is filled with perfume and reek...So disgusting sia...Luckily,teacher tells us tat the schu will amend the scheldule which is a good news to ppl like mi...SLACKER...
After school,i go to bugis wif WS..he wants to go buy Ipod then i go the "GUAN YIN TANG" to "QIU QIAN"...haha...as usual ,i ask about my study n L.O.V.E....Last time i go "qiu qian" is just b4 schu reopening....they sae i nid to meet sum1 to help mi in order to get the stupid L.O.V.E...but den maybe the sum1 or grp of ppl is jiamin ,joy n zehui them..so this time,it changes...It tells mi to wait ,donot take any action coz it will make the situation worse...I think it damn accurate sia...If i still take action now,i confirm die de lor..so i trust it sia,so let mi see and wait..wait for the so called "fate" to come...
Is it worth to buy a stupid IPOD which cost $294 with a 4 Gb memory??my ans is nonono....IPOD=Mp3....its kinda waste $$ to mi...4 GB=4000MB,1 song is about 5 mb...so it can save 800 songs...each song is about 5mins,so u can listen for 4000mins ,which is 66 h...66h =3+ days...can u listen to IPOD for 3days continuously???my ans is no.. so i think IPOD is kinda waste $$$$...haizz,dunnoe wad he is thinking...borrow $$ just to buy a stupid IPOD...nvm,i m just his fren and i onli can give him advise..must let himself to decide ..
today, according to JC...the reason tat i can sit wif ziyi is because both of us are lame....lol...she is not funny either...but she is a nice person anw....and she is crazy over YAN YA LUN and i keep sae yan ya lun= tay zhong ming...then 3 girls will get angry..1 is debi ,huilin and JC...i scared later they use knife and kill mi sia..
ok liao,enough liao lor..now nid to go do sth else...
Today is a sian day...nth much for mi to do..just stay at home to slack....just wake up...last nite,when i was reading joy's blog,sumthing came into my mind...It lasted onli 1s and i cant remember all of them...For the whole day,i tried to recall,i onli manage to recall part of it...Sumtimes,the matters tat happen to u looks hurting to u...but actually,maybe,just maybe,he/she just to help u...Some ways of hurting is some ways of helping if you think what had happened to u twice....
of coz,what she had done to mi seems hurting,but there is a chance she is trying to help mi..maybe she was influenced by joy's sad story...although maybe i m wrong,but i just wanna assume it...like tat,i will feel beta...
for example,have u ever encounter a drama,the story is like one girl like one guy,but the guy dunlike her,so he wanna her to find another 1,however the gal just dun wana give up..so the guy come out wif a method,he bakstab her,he look down on her..he makes the gal hate him,so tat she could give up and continue to live....this is touching,but there is a chance tat this will happen in our real life....
However,by doing tat,wad if the gal cant stand up again??or commit suicide?the guy will regret for his whole life....so sumtimes,we shd do nth to the matters concern to love...God or Buddha had already written the story,why should u try to change...let just wait and see,open your eyes big,so tat u can spot ur mr right or mrs right....but normally,most ppl cant find,as they are deceievd by sumthing which i dunnoe....so when ur fate comes,even if u try 10000 times to reject it...both of u will still come together....
Last week fri night,i have thought to give up due to ....erm,dunnoe,MoodSwing??and Zehui still said she can introduce mi girls.....LOL,it sounds like i m super despo....but sumtimes I think some girls,some girls,i m not refering to all, they take guys just like money machine.so sad lah...
I m not despo sia...I can wait for 1 yr,then y not i wait for 1 more yr,if still fails,1 more yr i oso dun mind....HA,actualli i dunnoe,i just wanna go by feeling coz i will feel happier by doing tat...If u walk against ur will,u will feel damn pain,just like wad i did in sec 1....My mission is live happily wif my family...so i must live happily on myself first..TML is unknown,if u commit suicide today,ur TML will nv come and IT will remain as UnKnown..so no matter wad happens to u...NV NV NV NV haf tat tot....God is fair...No1 will succeed without going through problems...Just like Edison,1 of his ears is deaf...Life will be beta IF you trust it.....
nxt week has many tests again if i m not wrong....I m not sure anw coz the tested subject i dun care 1....tml got eng vocab test..i damn scared sia...later must study the stupid blue book again...so many words..but she onli test 40 words...how can she expect us to remember all...u think i genius arh...crazy sia...haiz,the Mr So ask mi to attend Olympaids which i damn dun wan lor...last yr i go trial,i write nth on the test ,then just hand in....so boring lor..den he ask mi how old i m..i lie to him and sae i m 19...i think he believes...m i look realli tat old???aiiiii,kinda hurting....NVM,take it as MATURE...
Ha,i notice i become older in these few day again...Talk like an old ah pek,so sad sia....:'(If summore problems come to mi,i think i will tok like a old tomb alr...LOL...anw,i noticed i have so many frens stand beside mi alr..which i realli feel veri veri veri happy....If i m in sec1...no1 wud care to ask mi wad happen or showing any care to mi....but now...REALLI THX TO ALL OF U....
ookkkk,tats all for today,nid to study the stupid vocab alr....in the end.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOY AND WENHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sat comes again.....I used to dislike saturday in this yr...but now..i like it a lot..i nid some time to cool myself down...and Sat and Sun are the best time for mi to cool down....many ppl sae its just a minor problem..why my reaction is so great...my ans is dunnoe...just tat when u noe the problem...u will feel veri down,realli veri veri down.....anw,i m not an awkard guy...I dare to face the problem,i dare to face the consequence...there is an idiom in chinese is "tian2 wu2 jue2 ren2 zhi1 lu4",i will be ok on mon...bak to the irritating guy again...sum ppl will be disappointed obviously...but i wan to be happy...problems are just something god gives mi a lot,but nvm,I will solve all of them...
GOD GIVE MI 1 problem,I GIVE GOD 10 SOULUTIONS TO THE PROBLEM...and tat is me.....
i have face many many problems b4,no reason tat i will lose to this so called stupid problem...sumtimes,if the problem is not solved,tat doesnot mean u r a white elephant,just tat the time to solve is not reach yet..hence just wait quietly...this is wad i come out in these 2 days..
when will the time to solve this prob reach???erm,i dun realli noe...but i think it will come soon...my 6th sense told mi liao...and i think got some weird part about this prob...n i nid to find out...
Life will still continue without u.....but there will more happiness if u were around...Life will still continue without usual yaoyinuo...but my family will not continue without mi..so i must "jia you"~
problems is getting more and more...just last nite...i deduct tat my life is a fiasco,I cant do anything good....Academic results are lousy,CCA is sux too..Character is a failure oso...ha,maybe i m so called rubbish of society..maybe i should commit suicide...but i m tat silly...it doesn't suit mi.....
1.in sec 1,i think i m hated by many ppl....summore i m stupid enough tat i dunnoe even noe the reason....
2.becoz of tat,in sec 2,I tried to change,then i m hated by lesser ppl...
3,in sec 3,i still dunnoe,maybe i will hate by another grp ppl...and for now,i m noe one person disklike mi alr...haiz...ppl always sae "failure is mother of success",but y i have more failures than other ppl??good luck is always far away from mi...maybe god think i m worth to give any luck...haiz...maybe i should not even my mouth....if I dun tok,maybe i wun dislike by any1....
however,even though i m surrounded by many problems....I still nid to walk even if i am alone....
last night,a bad news which i m scared for long time has been confirmed...although my stupid 6th sense tell mi the bad news alr,i still feel very upset....maybe..just maybe....I should not do anything..if god give mi a chance,i wan to go bak to Jan...and i will remain like tat..i wun take any actions.....but now all of them are useless....tml will still come...I have realli no time for mi to sad sad sad sad or devastated...I must think of some solutions...maybe the solution will make the situation worse...but there is a chance tat i will success...even if 1%,its enough....After i walk through this,i will grow up again...i will understand some other "ren sheng dao li"....just like last 3 yrs....i have grown up and become old....
today is 8th day and the interval may last forever.........
The stupid rain has lasted for 1 whole day... and becoz of it,we miss our PE...we miss our onli PE...i feel so sad....and instead of having free period,we have E geog----a subject tat not relate to mi....miss Gan keeps talking while i m listening to music..haha~Gina bring a book wif all the horoscope thing and some " Xin li ce yan"....from the way u eat can detemine if you are a "se lang"...luckily i eat very fast,so i m not "selang",lol~~~and a lot of funny things inside the book....
Yurong buys sheena a packet of sweet which is super nice...I keep ask sweet from her hence after 1st period...the 1 packet alr empty...haiz,tml must buy another packet return to her........My mum is going bak to China tonite....for 8 days onli...haha,nvm,i got 8 days good life~~~..coz she hand the ATM card to my dad..who spend $$$$ without thinking de...After my mum come bak,she will sae"#$%^&*(#$%^&*#$%^&" again...it happens over and over ....and i m used to it.....
last night,i went to TM wif yb to buy birthday present for joy and zy..then my mum saw us...when i reached home,she kept ask who was tat?which clz?height?got photoes or not....WL,so irritating and she is not my gf lor...went out wif fren also must report to her....haiz?wad if i nxt time haf gf,do i nid to tell all my scheldule????
problems will grow up wif you..the older you are,the more problems u will haf....and i m like tat....if i cant solve the stupid problem...i wun tok to her...not even sae "hi"....today is 7th day...ha,c how long i nid to solve my stupid problem....
