Doraemon

Today is a sian day...nth much for mi to do..just stay at home to slack....just wake up...last nite,when i was reading joy's blog,sumthing came into my mind...It lasted onli 1s and i cant remember all of them...For the whole day,i tried to recall,i onli manage to recall part of it...Sumtimes,the matters tat happen to u looks hurting to u...but actually,maybe,just maybe,he/she just to help u...Some ways of hurting is some ways of helping if you think what had happened to u twice....

of coz,what she had done to mi seems hurting,but there is a chance she is trying to help mi..maybe she was influenced by joy's sad story...although maybe i m wrong,but i just wanna assume it...like tat,i will feel beta...

for example,have u ever encounter a drama,the story is like one girl like one guy,but the guy dunlike her,so he wanna her to find another 1,however the gal just dun wana give up..so the guy come out wif a method,he bakstab her,he look down on her..he makes the gal hate him,so tat she could give up and continue to live....this is touching,but there is a chance tat this will happen in our real life....

However,by doing tat,wad if the gal cant stand up again??or commit suicide?the guy will regret for his whole life....so sumtimes,we shd do nth to the matters concern to love...God or Buddha had already written the story,why should u try to change...let just wait and see,open your eyes big,so tat u can spot ur mr right or mrs right....but normally,most ppl cant find,as they are deceievd by sumthing which i dunnoe....so when ur fate comes,even if u try 10000 times to reject it...both of u will still come together....

Last week fri night,i have thought to give up due to ....erm,dunnoe,MoodSwing??and Zehui still said she can introduce mi girls.....LOL,it sounds like i m super despo....but sumtimes I think some girls,some girls,i m not refering to all, they take guys just like money machine.so sad lah...
I m not despo sia...I can wait for 1 yr,then y not i wait for 1 more yr,if still fails,1 more yr i oso dun mind....HA,actualli i dunnoe,i just wanna go by feeling coz i will feel happier by doing tat...If u walk against ur will,u will feel damn pain,just like wad i did in sec 1....My mission is live happily wif my family...so i must live happily on myself first..TML is unknown,if u commit suicide today,ur TML will nv come and IT will remain as UnKnown..so no matter wad happens to u...NV NV NV NV haf tat tot....God is fair...No1 will succeed without going through problems...Just like Edison,1 of his ears is deaf...Life will be beta IF you trust it.....

nxt week has many tests again if i m not wrong....I m not sure anw coz the tested subject i dun care 1....tml got eng vocab test..i damn scared sia...later must study the stupid blue book again...so many words..but she onli test 40 words...how can she expect us to remember all...u think i genius arh...crazy sia...haiz,the Mr So ask mi to attend Olympaids which i damn dun wan lor...last yr i go trial,i write nth on the test ,then just hand in....so boring lor..den he ask mi how old i m..i lie to him and sae i m 19...i think he believes...m i look realli tat old???aiiiii,kinda hurting....NVM,take it as MATURE...

Ha,i notice i become older in these few day again...Talk like an old ah pek,so sad sia....:'(If summore problems come to mi,i think i will tok like a old tomb alr...LOL...anw,i noticed i have so many frens stand beside mi alr..which i realli feel veri veri veri happy....If i m in sec1...no1 wud care to ask mi wad happen or showing any care to mi....but now...REALLI THX TO ALL OF U....
ookkkk,tats all for today,nid to study the stupid vocab alr....in the end.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOY AND WENHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!