Doraemon

problems is getting more and more...just last nite...i deduct tat my life is a fiasco,I cant do anything good....Academic results are lousy,CCA is sux too..Character is a failure oso...ha,maybe i m so called rubbish of society..maybe i should commit suicide...but i m tat silly...it doesn't suit mi.....
1.in sec 1,i think i m hated by many ppl....summore i m stupid enough tat i dunnoe even noe the reason....

2.becoz of tat,in sec 2,I tried to change,then i m hated by lesser ppl...

3,in sec 3,i still dunnoe,maybe i will hate by another grp ppl...and for now,i m noe one person disklike mi alr...haiz...ppl always sae "failure is mother of success",but y i have more failures than other ppl??good luck is always far away from mi...maybe god think i m worth to give any luck...haiz...maybe i should not even my mouth....if I dun tok,maybe i wun dislike by any1....

however,even though i m surrounded by many problems....I still nid to walk even if i am alone....
last night,a bad news which i m scared for long time has been confirmed...although my stupid 6th sense tell mi the bad news alr,i still feel very upset....maybe..just maybe....I should not do anything..if god give mi a chance,i wan to go bak to Jan...and i will remain like tat..i wun take any actions.....but now all of them are useless....tml will still come...I have realli no time for mi to sad sad sad sad or devastated...I must think of some solutions...maybe the solution will make the situation worse...but there is a chance tat i will success...even if 1%,its enough....After i walk through this,i will grow up again...i will understand some other "ren sheng dao li"....just like last 3 yrs....i have grown up and become old....

today is 8th day and the interval may last forever.........