i have not written anything for this whole week..coz nth much happened and i m just lazy to write sumthing...and now i m quite free and i dun feel like study SS so come here to write sumthing...my dad always sae ppl will grow after problem and problem..I agree wif him but the consequences for the "grow" is quite fatal too..
For example..when u are in sec 1,u like to gossip...however when sum1 tell u gossip is not good and it will affect u...100% plus chop u wun listen..as time passes,u will be affected by gossip in sum ways..at tat moment u then realised the bad pts of gossip but u are affected by it alr...Yes,u are grown up by a bit but u have lost sumthing too...tat is maybe ur reputation...or wadeva
I have gone through a lot of this incidents not just 1...tat y i now then noticed i have lost a lot of things,not only reputation...When i just came to CCHMS,my dad tell mi not to gossip and look down on the quiet ppl and dun bully clzmates...haha,but i ignore all of his sentences...I dun wan to explain anything for myself coz its all my faults but just tat I felt quite regret for my all childish acts...
When u are in pri schu,u are "guai" and "toot",but when u come to sec schu,u change and sumhow u will look down on the unchange grp...and tat is mi,i did tat...haha,so childish...if i realli can return to sec 1,i will like heck care??all my stupid acts give mi many enemies but i cant deny the fact i have learnt many thing throughout all the incidents...but den now my reputation is like shit,partly is becoz i m ex-basketball ppl...To many ppl,all basketballer sux...another childish act..most ppl in basketball sux donot mean all ppl sux..its just like 1 singaporean sux,i cant sae all singaporeans sux..u onli can refer to tat person but not the grp..
now i realli wanna free from all the 八卦 and rumours and wadeva sht...u wan gossip?dun come and find mi...u wan tell mi sum1 sux?dun come and tell mi,i cant sae sum1 sux base on ur opinion....onli thing u can tell mi and the onli thing i can listen is about their look and action,coz tat 1 i can see by myself but character and wadeva is all inner and must 相处 first ,so i onli trust myself...
Haiz,1 more pt..I feel realli sorry for the ppl i hurt in last 2yrs...moon will become round,and ppl will change...please dun stay in e past...When ppl hate mi,its either misunderstanding or my faults...i prefer is my faults coz i can change..misunderstanding is e worst and normally ppl will not listen to ur explanation.....
Life is accompanied wif problems...读万卷书不如行万里路。。一定要经历了才会成长。。在此,我由衷的祝各位八卦王一路顺风。。。。


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