today,as usual,is totally useless...i learnt nth from e teacher..how i wish that i could just quit school and self study at home myself..den i dun have to obey all e stupid rules which restrict my wild imagination...ya..
i realise i m getting quieter and quieter in school hours..except for GP,coz i have no chioce but tok,or else he will be frustrated again and started to scold us...loll...the most noiest guy in CCH become quieter..how unbelievable it is..whenever i tell my frens,they will say"ya right"...lol..i dunnoe,i cant realli get into my clz somehow...maybe they are eng speaking???or wadeva..somehow i realise we dun share the same hobbies,like basketball,Kbox,etc....
ya,after school,we suppose to go to opposite hawker to eat..den when huiting and yanlin decide to eat in school,she also gives up e idea of eating outside...ya,so i sit down and just be quiet to wait for her..coz she was engaging a convo wif huiting and yanlin they all..and i dunnoe wad to tok..i dunnoe how to joke wif them after tat day,ya,so i shall just keep quiet..lol..after tat,we take bus home and she dun even know wad bus she is taking=.=...omg sia..
tennis trg is cool anw...i m improving and i m aiming for school team ,wohooo...the coach give mi more helps than e others,haha,maybe he thinks tat i have more potential perhaps..lol...just kidding..haha,and at e end of trg,he tell mi " u are much better",wow i damn shuang can!!!
i just realise my ego drops like crazy...my fren all say i become a guy w/o ego...or pessimistic...ya,although i din realise..will i still be a high ego guy after hearing wad nicole comment abt mi last time?perhaps,i wont..haha,but being low ego,i think it will be much better,at least,ppl wun say u are arrogant and u wun think too much when e gal did "special" things to u..haha..
i think i am crapping a lot..i shall end here..ya..tml is a long day .. i feel like poning..lol..coz i will end up learn nth..JC lecture is srsly useless...anw
I CANT BELIEVE I M TURNING 18..WOW.TIME REALLI FLIES....I STILL CAN RMB I COME S'PORE WHEN I WAS 12..THE DORAEMON WIF MCDONALD'S UNCLE FOOT SIZE..LOL..YA...I M LOOKING FORWARD TO MY BDAY..XD
there is something happen last time... i went to jog at night and when i came back,i saw one pair of "unknown shoes" in front of my doorstep,i was stunned,so i went in and shouted at my cousin to check if any1 broke in...den she heard mi wrongly and she tot there was some1 break in,so she ran out of e house and went to floor 1...ya,den i followed her ,leaving the door unlocked...den we called my parents and my dad ran back from eastpoint..in e end,i realised that the pairs of shoes was his..omg.tat is like damn malu pls...
and sun ,as usual, is a boring day...i do nth but slp to recharge myself..and amazingly,i have changed 3 ideas for my PI..wapiang,i still cant make up my mind..HOWWWW...zzzz..nvmm...lol..i srsly hate my hp..i hate all of e touch screens coz my fingers are soooo big that i couldnt press correctly...walao,when will e hp be launched sia...i want to change asap..and her hp is equally bad..most of e button are not functioning..relax..lol..
shall i jog later???or just slack at home...
yeah,fianlly, i m turning 18 in a few days time..finally,i can buy wine~~wohooo..actually i hate e feeling of drunk..lol..XD!!!
ytd we cele kaka's bday at ecp..i think i m drunk but actually i m not..just tat i m a bit high..and i was like counting e no. of stars..lol..and i 4get everything tat happens after tat..erm..e only thing i rmb is i call her millions times..omg,i m so sryy...loll..actually i have nth important.just tat a lot stars in e sky..lol..even if i have sth important,i wun be rmb..ya,i think i drink around 5 bottles of beer?or maybe lesser than tat..okay,i know we are crazy...LOL..i srsly like my xiong di..now den i know how good my upper sec life in cch was...sianz.tjc is realli boring..diff to find ppl tat share same hobby as mi..like basketball,shopping,playing pool and crapping..sianzzz....nvm..
e TOP interview is just a crap..the teachers aask us all the stupid question..i was like wth lah..and the gal copys my ans =.=...wapiang leh..ah ben was stoning throughout sia...
teacher:ah ben,u haven been spkeak anything.
ah ben:oh...(after 3s),oh(after another 3 s)..
LOL,ah ben is srsly damn funnyy...
after interview,we went to bugis and study at macs for a while=.=...den we went to eat NAN XIANG MAN TOU DIAN,okay,i shall say i love the vege bao..she say i eat damn little..lol...but okay lah,i mquite full anw..but e stupid shop dun acccept nets,so i have to walk all the way mrt and withdraw $$..lol,okay,i know tats sound stupid..
anw,i found out a fact from my tuition tchr..principal of tjc sux to e hell...she ask a student to write a 5000 words report just becoz she have tuition outside??wth is this...she is F retarded...ask e tchr in tjc TLLM,see...now tjc result sux.....sianz..my bday is occupied by e ass sport day=.='''nvm i shall bring a loudspeaker to cheer for ah ben..lol..XD
OH ya...anw.. i have finally bought a SINGLET which cost mi 40 bucks...den i realise i dun have pants tat i shd wear tgt wif single..WTH..LOL..i shall get my ah beng jacket asap and some polo tees...my teess are getting smaller and smallett..LOL
i dunnoe wad happen to mi...srsly,human's wants are unlimited..when u have this,u will expect tat...i tot i wun..i m retarded sumhow...i shdnt expect much wif my tiao2 jian4.its damn obvious actually..ya ,so...okay...haixx...yinuo..go back to e original 1 lah...go back to tat heartless man!!...ok yeah..study is e most important..haix..
你笑着说
他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那么沉重
只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
i just came to listen to this song again and e lyrics srsly inspired mi a lot...
haix...dunnoe wad happen..kinda down...
I realise tat i nid a place to voice out...so i have picked up my blog again..lol,okay,it has been damn long since i have posted last time..let mi countt.ermmm,1 yr and ??? mths..LOL..haha,what shd i start with???erm,i have grown a lot since my last post..lol,maybe i become from bad to worse??or more stupid.. i dunnoe..i shall leave this for other ppl to comment ..^^JC life is srsly suxx ..maybe i m just not used to a mugger school ..although i study,i will also play.However,in tj,it's like ,all ppl are studying!!!and i srsly miss 4IT!!!!i rmb tat time we can joke all we wantt...but in TJ,some ppl cant take it..lol..OKAY LAH...i dun wan to complain alrr..luckily ,i have met a few nice ppl ...lol,the only few ppl tat i m be myself in front of them...LIFE IS SO UNPREDICTABLE...elain tells mi this recently..ya,i 100% agree with itt..haha.if life is predictable..i wun even be in TJ...lol!!k,i shall go rest,i have a bad headache...=.=''''''...xD
okay i have come to this post by whoever and i srsly agree wif tat lol...:) (bear wif mi coz its in chinese
你等过一个人的短信吗？
发出去以后，等待回信，慢一点就重发，或者以为欠费了没电了，如果都正常，就再发一条“收到了吗”，或者打电话响两声作为提醒。等到回信了，就开始字斟句酌的回复，不可以太冷淡，不可以太积极，有点小可爱，有点小智慧，最后要用问句结尾，对方才好回复啊，之后发送，检查是否“已发送”，然后是新一轮的等待。 时间长了，有了固定的时间，就开始在固定的时间段等待，哪天晚了就会再度猜测手机是不是欠费了？是不是没有信号了？直到对方姗姗来迟。 有一天，对方忘记发信息了，明明很着急，还要硬撑着不主动发送，就那么死等着，一边等一边一个人生闷气，发脾气，关掉手机，然后才几分钟又赶快开机，继续等着，继续小声骂，继续生闷气，继续关手机，继续赶快再打开（就折腾那可怜的手机吧）直到对方短短几个字“刚才正忙呢，抱歉”，然后怒气全消，又眉开眼笑开始字斟句酌的发信息，当然，很可能，还要故作云淡风轻的写“呃，没事，我也刚忙呢”，没出息死了，是谁刚发誓再不回信息来着？ 再有一天，对方真是忘记了，就气愤之极的去睡觉（那愤怒的小火焰啊，呼呼的呼呼的），躺床上还要恶狠狠的翻看以前的短信息，想要删除所有的，结果看完一遍一条也舍不得删掉，有时候气急了，就干脆删了对方的电话号码——可是有什么用呢？那些数字你比谁都烂熟于心啊。 再再有一天，你们客气了，冷淡了，对方远走他乡了，两人相隔一方了，短信息也逐渐稀稀拉拉起来，你也从最初的怅然若失到逐渐适应，时间真是一个很可怕的东西。 再再再有一天，你开始一条条删掉以前的信息，精挑细选的删，百里挑一的删，可是删了又有什么用呢？那里的哪一个字，不是深深刻在你心里？ 再再再再有一天，你干脆把手机弄丢了，于是干干脆脆的丢了干净，然后你把头发也剪掉了，想一切总算要从头开始了（还好对方的新电话你还没有背下来）。 然而在去买新手机的路上，你听到旁边的男孩子对小女生说“如果哪一天我不给你发信息了你睡的着吗”，小女孩哈哈说“怎么睡不着，我可以看以前的啊。”“那手机丢了呢？”“那也无所谓，我都记在心里啊。” 他们没看见，旁边的你，是怎样轻轻的重复了同样的话。 看到这篇文章，是不是也会让你想起某某个人呢？当时的我明白她的心，最最珍惜的也是这份，这份“在乎”不知为什么，如今的爱情已经悄悄被我们排在事业，亲人，朋友的后面。是不是都在小心翼翼的保护着自己？怕受到伤害？曾经纯纯的爱情那里去了?请不要再说我在爱情面前像个小孩子，我就是小孩子怎么了？ 如果不是深爱，就不要说爱我，那些没用的话都是借口。。。爱时何时何地都有时间，都方便，都情绪高涨。淡了，倦了，然后便开始没时间，开始百无聊赖。。。最美的爱情，永远盛放在开始之前，回忆之后。如果“在乎”，就请放下那些所谓的没用的自尊。放不下，就不是真爱。都说80后，离暧昧很近，离爱情很远。。。真实的讽刺。不过，仍然相信，每个人，无论男人还是女人，都在期待自己和遇到那个人能拥有最纯真的感情，对么？ 是不是也会觉得似曾相识的感觉呢？不知道越来越方便省时的联系，是不是也让爱情变得难以把握其间的距离，总会到最后，回复短信，都只是一种敷衍。或者是一方焦心的等待，开心或失落，都被一条小小的短信掌控着，明明心存怀疑，却又要苦心的安慰自己，伴着无可奈何的疲惫感，分手只能是最好的选择吧~~~~伤心人，一大把呀~~~
失去的
得到的
最后，都是我们错过的。
回来的。
离开的。
最后，都是我们放弃的。
