Doraemon

OMG!!I am as busy as some idiots...LOL...i am aiming for tennis schoolteam, so i have a lot of self traning session!LOL,haha,i have made a few good tennis frens,ya ,that is very cool...heexheex...I m very busy...busy...





my econs tcher sux...ya..totally sux...i will state e reasons in my nxt post..okay,time to study..bb!!

i dun have enough time to blogg...ya..this is a boring week as usual..lol..thursday i went to AJ to find ws..lol..i felt very weird when i went into AJ,as i m the only 1 wif e Fe2+ ion uniform..lol..ytd,yb and i cele bday for him..actualy it is not consider a celebration..ok,i m too lazy to blog..later i m gg to play tennis wif yx,leslie they all..haha,here are some photoes of joy performance!

i havent been blogging for a few days..coz i m realli busy..wad shd i say?erm,i m trying to keep myself occupy-.-''realli occupied..we watch joy performance on fri,it's realli a wow~...and some realli cool things happen..haha...joy's acting skill isnt bad ..i think she is qutie talented in this area..after tat,we went to have dinner wif kq,yd,nicole and ze..i almost starved to death sia...after supper,we took taxi home except for yd..ya..i pay e whole bill-.-''lol..nvm~at least ,i m happy tat day..okay..econs sux..tjc sux...ya..jc life is srsly sux...-.-''how to enjoy my jc life..pls tell mizzzz

okay..i m officially settled everything,yeah..i feel much relieveed now..ya..9 days after 5th apr..i m officially going to start to turn on my mugger engine..ya..mugger engine,although it is not as strong as last yr, i wun be as slack as past few mths-.-''...PI is killing mi,so does GPP..wth...we are nt generating ANY IDEA..ya..so i decide to change my PI and i m going to skip school tmr...coz i wan to get everything done..and i can come out with a so called perfect Pi and my grp can use..LOL..


OKay,my grandparents have super high expectation on mi,ya,so i have a lot burdens and i have to work hard..haix,ya..i will work hard..and i wan to get into tennis school team!!!!yes..yinuo,u can do it!!!


SMILE!!!!XD,XD,XD!!tml will be a better day..yeah!!!i m more matured!

时间不会治疗伤口...小小的幸福在哪里？



断了的弦 再怎么连

我的感觉你已听不见

你的转变像断掉的弦

再怎么接 音都不对

你的改变我能够分辨

我沉默 你的话也不多

我们之间少了什么不说

haix...everyday u get to know a truth and every truth strikes you..how do u feel??ya,tat's wad is going on in my recent life..


when i havent even realised my "great" happiness,all of my small happiness are gone as if they grow a pair of strong wind and fly away asap..handsome suit is a nice movie...face isnt everything. it's the heart that matters e most..ya right...


i hate going school..ya,i realli hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate x 100000times..haix..when can it be settled..?I m enough of this crap...i know i suck but this shdnt be e way..haix..


time will nv heal..coz b4 healing, the wound will be infected and u will just die of e infection...Or in another case,b4 healing, ppl will use knife and cut it again and again, and u will just die of excessive blood loss..ya..tat's life..wad can i do?can i choose to quit school?? I m nt hurt coz of tat day..it's everything after tat..haix..i dunnoe..i doubt if my heart still resembles e heart shape after thousands times of slashes..


every1 is busy with school and here i m wasting my time..haix..i wan to drink again...only drunk will get mi out of this saddening stuffs..but i cant possibly continue to be like tat..i nid to adjust myself and get to work again..but when can i finish adjusting myself??


now i know what is heart pain...it's really pain..when u think of sth,a sudden pain just strikes ur heart..i tot i have heart atk...ya...i m realli having heart pain everyday...it shdnt be like tat..realli..i dunnoe wad i can do now...coz i m just a transparent person...wow,tats realli cool,i become fantastic four...haix...


I m nth..nonono,i m sth,i m a piece of sht..ya..tat's e conclusion i get these few days...it's a luxurious for mi to even get a fren now...ya..frens..i cant even make a fren...wad is this man???Buddha isnt fair at all...i have nth..i have no look,no brain..now i dun even have e chacne to get fren..haha..ya..i suckf

不要只注意大大的幸福，身边小小的幸福更值得珍惜

ytd we celebrate kq bday..ya,he is 17 now..but i am still older..loll..we have steamboat at TIAN TIAN..ew..it sucks srsly..i eat very little veges..lol.fine,i m a monk..Sry kq,i promise i will be happy for ytd,at least ytd,but i fail to do..pssss...den after tat we take bus ride to east coast and drink a bit..ya..i realise all of us have a lot problems..i m not e worst yet i m not e best among us..ya..i think i shd be 1 of e worst..tao emo all e way..and we were just voicing out..haix..life sucks..i srsly feel like quitting school...i go school learn nth yet i have to torture myself..transparent..non-exisiting..ya..k..time to study ..i must finish e gp compo..later mrs khan kill mi how?? D:

So wad can i do now???haix...:(

i go to school today..but sianz..i cant concentrate at all..now i have to read up everything myself..its like..wth..den Mr hsu keep suaning mi..although i feel nth abt his suan..haix.still cant go back to normal..dunnoe when i can go back to normal..den after civics.i decide to pon contact with kq..and den i pangseh them and eat wif kq....after tat when i on bus,i msg her to ask her help mi fake attendance..den she tell mi today no contact time..ya..i pon contact time-.-..

today we are toking abt self esteem..ha,wads abt my self esteem..ya,i doubt if i have any self esteem left after countless things happen..Yun ting still say "i used to be so confidence"...ya..tats like a few yrs back..now,i wonder if i m realli a high self esteem person?I think i have nth..no look,no brain and no luck...i have nth tat is needed to boost self esteem..

tats life man...my frens are telling mi after all e problems,my life will be much happier coz there will be alot happy things happening..but i dun see any happy things happen around mi even after i have been through so many sad things???dun tell mi the sad things i have been through still not enough..

I am nobody and insignificant...

lol..i manage to concentrate for 30mins..wow..great improvement i guess-.-

yinuo..u shall concentrate now...study...ya...study...ya...study...yaa.....zzzzzzz

i m officially pon school the 3rd day..ya...including last fri and weekend..i havent been going school for 5 days..ha..wad a long break it is..but i wud rather i dun have e break...Life isnt going smoothly...it just like a clock..when 1 of e cogs is stucked,everything will be stucked...there are just too many things happen..i dunnoe since when i become so weak..i cant take it anymore..at least,i know my frens better...especially tat 3 assholes..lol..1 phone call,all come ...and yt i think ur scolding has some effect on mi.."u are good,just ppl din see ur good pts"..lol..although i still cant find my good pts,thx for giving mi confidence..ya,at least u can see my good pts ,although i dunnoe wad they are..maybe i shd let time to tell mi..haha..haix..today is 3rd day for him..everything will be just ended...he has alr become ash..all e past has became memories...i regret..regret for everything..human is just weird creature..only realise when lost..ya,tat is human being..i m just too down..i cant do anything except for stoning..ya,i suck...Life is so unpredictable..some1 told mi this b4..ya,life is unpredictable..although we must look at e bright side.when all e bad things happen to u,i dunnoe how to look at e bright side..

Wad if i have a time machine..i hope i can just go back to e past..in e past,i dun have any troubles, i m always happy wif my grandparents and every1..i dun have to think a lot and i dun have to plan for my future..ya,future...haha,life is realli unpredictable...who knows abt my future..10 yrs down e road..when u go to e bugis temple pray,maybe i m just inside..sweeping e floor..haha..

i dunnoe how to get up.."you used to be so strong"...ya,i m used to be strong..but sry,yt..i know its hurting,frens only come after tat and my family..now i fall down for both,i dunnoe how to be strong..how to get up..how i wish sum1 just come and slap mi..slap mi upside and down..slap mi left and right..slap mi front and back..so i can just wake up..

tml,no matter wad,i must go to school..haix...i must put on another mask..a happy mask...when can i show my true face infront of ppl??i miss IT where i can suan ppl all i wan and no1 cares..and they just suan mi back...no wonder,ppl say sec school clz is always e best..see..another eg of realising after losing...this is super ironical..hahaa

ze hui..thx for crying for mi..although i dunnoe wad e pts of u crying when i nv cry-.-...

haha..no matter how much stuff i lost..luckily,i still have bunches of idiot frens around..

tml will be a beta day although life is unpredictable....unpredictable...unpredictable...

人生就是这样，当你运气不好的时候，所有的坏事接踵而来，挡也挡不住。我累了，真的，真的，很累了。。。老天对我真的公平吗？仔细回想，我这个人生开心的事情寥寥无几，无论学业或感情。谈到学业，每次一到重要的考试，我必定名落孙山，小学是如此，中学亦是如此。如果谈到感情，哈哈，那就更可悲了，我好像是全世界最垃圾的男人。以前，我曾听过一句话“虽然我很丑，但是我很温柔。”哈哈，骗话，笑话。。无论你信与否，长相的的确确是需要的。原来，睡觉是我唯一的避风港。现在，哈哈，我连做梦都在折磨着自己，一个漫长的夜晚，无尽的折磨。。唉，好无聊啊，今年应该是我人生比较悲惨的一年吧。。算了，向前看。。如果我可以的话。。

爷爷。。。呵呵，小时候的事情历历在目，好快啊，自从奶奶离开，4年了。。如今，你也。我难受，心痛，但是我又能如何呢。。唉。。我的人生好像黑白色了。。没有任何开心的事情，头好痛啊。。谁来救救我。。:(

死结 by 李玖哲(Nicky Lee)

离不开的却离开

抓不住想抓的爱

怪自己活该

我的未来 你不来

我的故事很无奈

我注定失败

我们的对话

你悄悄离了线

我们的热线

今后断了线

你在山的那边

那么遥远

你说再见

宣判了终点

你在我心里面

打了死结

绑住孤单

在我的世界

你带走的快乐

我没了知觉

一个人面对每个日夜

你在我心里 打了死结

绑住孤单 在我的世界

找不到你的我 已失去一切

我们的爱已无法脱险

你打了死结

无心伤害却伤害

空白以后才明白

原来这是爱

你的心我最能猜

你的爱我被淘汰

我注定悲哀

nice song..haix..i manage to concentrate for 15mins...wow.tats a great improvement...

i went to temple just now...sianzzz...i still cmi....my parents asked mi why my face like so black..i just ignore them...dun feel like toking to them..den i go qiu qian..although it is a good 1,i dun see any hope..lol..okay..time to sign off..hopefully,i can concentrate to study for half an hour...ya...i cant concentrate at all...not even 10 mins....gg

thx bro...
thx for coming ytd and console mi
you all tell mi dont be jian
but i m just a jian nan ren..
so nvm...i m used to all these
ya,there is always a slot in bugis temple for mi to be monk -.-yeahhhh



To kaka:thx for coming to find mi after tiring bball trg
To Tao:although ur mum keep calling u and scolding u,u will stay wif mi
To yd:damn touched lah..watching movie wif gf half way den abandon her and taxi to find us-.-



wa...i only manage to sleep 2+ hr last night..and yet i have to cycle 16km today...the dualathon is awesome-.-sry ziyi-.-..i know i cycle damn slow..but u run so imba..lol..

M08+..XD(sry ziyi 1 more time)

okay...today i went back to CCH to take O cert wif jasmine=.=...ya..she is still as skinny as a pole..okay,wad i can say abt her is she is still funny...lol...damn stupid...first thing she saw mi is to laugh at my hair, say i become more and more nerdy...2nd thing is "yinuo,why u become so skinny"...XD..stressed...after tat i saw my chem teacher..she is srsly super nice..and first time she saw mi is "yinuo..why u so skinny"....





M i tat skinny-.-....okay..finee





B4 going back to CCH,i went to ECP alone...ya...i have sth in mind..and i like to look at e sea..ya, i feel much better after going to ECP..oaky lah..i guessed i m much better now..-.-





den i go back TJ at 5pm...i met kq in lib..he was wif amelia again-.-..lol..okay..if ppl say they are tgt,i m nt surprised...lol..den ZY came tj..omg,i so excited lah...1 of my best fren man..haha,we are crapping all along..





we went to field and watch Taekwando trg..lol..it seems to be stupid..i laugh uncontrollably-.-...although i have alr tried my best to control..haha,saw her trg oso..she is doing some lame stuff like kicking soil..and ZY cant stop laughing..lol,and she run srsly fast compared to e ohter gal..maybe this is call "food power"??





haix...i wan to be myself in school..but most of e ppl cant accept my character..coz i m always being sarcastic..actually,i mean nth..i dun like to praise ppl coz it sounds fake..i miss 4IT!!!!...sianz...i think my bday will be screwed again..630 end...after dinner...730..wad can i do within 1.5h...if they drag somemore..1h left..wad can i do???haix...my plan...nvm..life is unpredictable i guess...

nice scenario..l like it^^

okay...finally i m done with my PI...i think my pi sux but at least i m able to complete it..lessons,as usual, are boring..Ah Hsu is crazy..he suan mi like i m a posterior..lol..During GP,i forget how we come to talk about birth weight..

ah hsu: yinuo..(look at mi), i think ur mum sure have difficulties to give birth to u,coz ...
mi:zzzzzz

den whole clz laugh..lol...okay lah,i dun mind all those sarcasm, coz i m used to it..ya,my head is big..so wad...lol..i m ugly.. so wad-.-...When u accept the truth, u wun feel anything alr...lol,today i did a test if u are good at chasing gal-.-...sianz...i m a pro helper,means i m super good at teaching ppl ...but when it comes to myself..i sux..lol,okay,no more marriage for mi...i shall be monk.XD..i think bugis temple there still got slot for mi..haha...sry mum,dun kill mi-.-...okay i shall go study a while..i have been doing PI since 5pm...haven touched on any schoolwork..

yinuo..calm down..get ur mugger engine start working..

and sry to u..now i think back..i m just too selfish...cre8 troubles for u...ya..