Doraemon

答应不爱你

by-郑中基

明明爱很清晰 却又接受分离

我只剩思念的权利

难过还来不及 爱早已融入呼吸

不存在的存在心底

虽然很努力 练习着忘记

我的心却还没答应可以放弃了你

真的对不起 答应了你不再爱你

我却还没答应我自己

明明爱很清晰 却要接受分离

我只剩思念的权利

难过还来不及 就让爱融入空气

不存在的存在心底

说好要忘记 偏偏又想起

原来我的心还没有答应放弃了你

真的对不起 虽然曾经答应了你[

我却还没答应我自己

却又如何真的不爱你

一首平凡的歌，一段平凡的歌词，但它的每个字都触动着我的心。。。哈哈，我也不知道我怎么了。。从何说起？？爱情。。。只不过让人变得更加迷茫。。。并不是你付出努力，就会得到回报。。有些人有缘无份，有些人无缘亦无份。。哎。。人海茫茫。。想找到她很难，两情相悦更难。。。。哎。。。。

Last week i have done nth except for tennis training and study=.=omg...i should use elain's term to describe myself,"no-lifer"..lol, we have a tennis outing on sat after training to cele keewen and andrew bday..we went to card board game cafe ..lol,it's damn funny...sabrina was crazy bimbo -.-...lol,after playing e snatching game, i have erm,10 scrathes on my hands...LOLLL...haha..

I WANT 1 MORE WEEK OF HOLIDAY!!I WANT TO BUY NEW CLOTHES!!I WANT TO BUY NEW EARRINGS!!!I WANT TO IMPROVE TENNIS!!I WANT TO DO WELL FOR JCTS...


wa-.-i have so many wishes..LOLLLLLL

Life is unpredictable.I agree with this statement once again.i have heard 1 stunning thing ytd which is my cousin start relationship wif *******(ps,i cant even rmb his name)


actually,i m ok wif tat,i dun realli care who she stead wif, but as long as he is a good 1,i m fine wif tat..but e prob is if he is a good guy..i have no ideas at all....perhaps i dun realli give it a damn...okay, non of my business..wad can i say abt tat?? i dun like her JC frens.. all bitches ...but since tat is her chioce,i shall not comment much.. they are so freaking lame.. they form a clique called 公主帮?wad is tat pls??? now is 21st century plsss...dun be so childish pls??


and she is like having so much life in june holiday..she almost go out everyday?wow, even enjoy more than mi, amazingggg...yet she claims she has no time to study.. simply get lost pls??i have time to PLAY but i have no tiem to study.. and keep irritating my dad and mi..omg...nvm, she is lucky ..she doesnt have to study hard to get a good result..but i dun think she is smart.yeah....i m just like a beee.i have to work triple harder to achieve wad ppl can achieve easily..nvm,tats my life..i m fine wif tat..okay...


her bf,whoever he is,nvm, if he ever bullies her ,den tats e time i shall go slap him upside and down.now i shall just keep quiet~~~~~


and gf isnt important to mi now...haha,a dead heart will not open to any1..LOL...

ok now,i shd talk about chalet!!!!ok,e chalet was awesome.haha,it was like so fun to wif all my good frens, we could talk wadeva we wanted to tok!!drink,mah jong,poker ,"raping", "looking at gals"..haha, we did all e stupid stuffs!!!!LOLLL,tao have uploaded e photoes in facebook,so i shdnt post them again!!LOL..and i saw so many ppl like floor ball ppl(yanlin and jolin)...LOL..AND MOST IMPORTANTLY IS VJ GALS ARE DAMN HOT..LOL,especially e 1 wear e hot pink short..OMG...XD..i m drunk on e last night of chalet and i think i did some stupid stuff to yanlin ..haha.nvm lah..LOL


and my holiday is packed wif tennis..i have 4 trgs per week.wow!tats so cool..but i m demoralised now..i have been losing throughout e training,haizzzzz,emo alr....when can i start to win???-.-''now i have to squeeze time to study for JCT...zzzz..actually i dun feel like studying but i have no chioce!!okay time to go settle my GP STUFF...


THE END!!!!!!!!!

i haven been updating for some time coz i m realli busy-.-''


okay,FIRSTLY,this post is dedicate to AH POLE(require by her)...


LOL....we went to kbox on 5th june,actually i din intend to go kbox in first place, i just wanted her to accompany mi to get some tuition stuff-.-'' in e end,i bought nth den we got so tempted and just decided to go to kbox and sing wildly...lol..okay,my singing deproved,from bad to worse..LOL..haha.and ah pole was still as skinny as b4..i shld call her TOOTHPICK..lol..haha.


THE END!

June holiday is such a busy holiday...okay, i can say this is e busiest holiday in my life..why???becoz i have pdp...LOL,although i have enjoyed myself,i have to manage my time well,i nid time to study..my holiday will be ended on tue-.-then i have to pull up my socks...hahaha,there are quite a few things happen last week.


I went to kohahahaha house for our 4IT gathering!!OMG,that was fantastic??????i saw all my frens!!!the TFF was still as crazy as usual-.-'',they were doing all sort of stupid stuffs!!haha..FINALLY,i could speak chinese as much as i wan,HAHAHA...we have took a lot of photoes,but they were all not wif mi,too bad,i couldnt upload..haha


mon is clz cip!!!i learnt e stupid dance...zzzz,omg,i srsly just cant dance ...i dunnoe why my brain and limps couldnt coordinate well..lol,the KIDS are just super super super super adorable!!omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg,i wan KIDS!!!!!i wan 4!!!!!!or maybe more???hahaha,omg i cant stand them,although some are weird,they are still CUTE!!!..hahahaha

later i will be going all GUYS chalet,wad a pathetic chalet ,hahaha,nvm,they are all my brothers!!wohoooooo,i hope i will be posting photo after e chalet!!