time flies...and promos are around e corner..in another word...i m promoting to J2..Isnt this wad i wan?????yeah...it supposes to be..but now i dun know..haix..i cant see a clear path for my future...perhaps i have no faith in myself...i m used to be confidence..but wad if u are having failure after failure???yeah....i m scared tat i will screw up my A lvl just like my O lvl and PSLE...i m scared that i cant get into a good oversea uni .... i m scared that i cant get into course that i want to... i m scared that i m putting too much burden on my parents financial...they aren't rich...so i have to work hard to graduate faster..but wad if i cant????should i work as a part time student???although it will be much more tiring...
haix..srsly..i m lost...i m aimless..i dunnoe which 1 is e correct path for mi...but how long can i last to work hard w/o an aim???i doubt so...I m not a person wif all e good personality...perhaps..i think i have more negative than positive..my hot tempered has made mi unable to choose a lot of paths....
aiyo...life ...life..and this is life...NVM, TML WILL BE A BETTER:D..i must believe in tat...:D
CAVE MAN LIFE STARTS.....AND I WAN TO PROMOTE WIF FLYING COLOURS AND ASK THOSE WHO HAVE SAID I CANT DO WELL FOR ECONS TO SHUDDUP:D
life is meaningful..but life is just an unending chioce.....u have to keep making decision..and 1 wrong decision will just ruin your whole life...
so ya.... 无止境的等待是不是我最终的归宿———等待着不需要做决定的那一天


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