Doraemon

4 more days ...

I feel like poning school everyday..

haix...

tired....

I have not rested well for e past few days...so i shall give myself a short break on sunday night=.=....

k....

My life will become screwed for e nxt few months as i m busy wif 4 things simultaneously which are SAT,H3,School work and competition..

what a miserable life...

ok,i shall stop whining COZ I M A MANNNN:D

4 days alr...9 more days to my target...

1)当一个孤独的男孩经常对你厣厣一笑时,他已经喜欢上你了




(2)每次和你在一起的时候,他会很沉默,明明牵着你的手,却一会看天一会看云,你会认为他不喜欢你,错了,此时他眼里只有你,只是他习惯了一个人的感觉.



(3)当你在也受不住沉默的时候,你提出分手.他没有忧郁一刻便答应了,你认为他是真的不爱你,错了,他只要幸福快乐,满足你所有欲望,所以宁可忍痛退出.



(4)他答应以后,便故作一点也不在乎的,漫无经心的走掉了,但是你永远也不会知道他心里是多么难过,也许这是他真的知道世界上有一种感觉叫欲哭无泪.



(5)分手后,他每次走过你身边,都会显得更无所谓,但是你不会知道,当你转身只后,他会静静望着你的背影偷偷留泪

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(6)就在你终于知道他是多么爱你并且你也仍爱着他的情况下,你去他的廎室找他,推开门,他正在椅在床上默默叹气,你走进她他,他却顾也不顾的一把把你抱住,你笑了,这时却觉得衣襟湿湿的,你永远也不会知道,你的这个笑容,是他用多少不绵的泪夜换来的.

无言独自上高山



不至绝顶不见天


人生何处不险阻


英雄无泪只登攀


拼了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

CNY is around the cornerrrrr:D

Every year is about the same since I come to singapore in 2002...I can skip e various "annoying" and "tedious" steps in CNY such as visiting relatives or parents' frens...But e -ve side is the extremely little amt of my red packet $$$$...

I m turning 19 this year...What can I say about my feeling???Life is incredibly fast...haha..it's like ytd is still 2002 =.=...7 years has been past.. I hope i have grown up somehow??JC is boring...SIngapore govern is trying to follow US Highschool style to stretch our ability in all areas such as CCAs, however, they still adopt chinese traditionss which is study...so it ends up we have to do dobule work...HELL man..

I guess I am influenced by the CNY atmosphere so i couldnt get myself into study mood these few days...or perhaps there are too many things that bothers mi??ha...Nvm..I can go back to china for CNY nxt year..but will it still be e same as last time???definitely no..every1 and everything have changed...

but still..it's a good chacne to recall my childhood..heexhee..

okay..After CNY..i will really buck up..no more nonsense stuff..no more gossip...no more relationship(now alr dun have-.-)...

if i dun work hard now..i will regret later..so i prefer suffering now to regretting later :D

all the best to mi....

Let mi break this curse that i cant do well in major exam..:D

straight distinction

US university!!

MEDICINE COURSE!!!

DEC 2010:D..MONTH OF JOYNESS

今天上学的时候发生了一件事情，我在巴士站遇见了一个老人，说起来也不算老，大概60多岁，胳膊上绑着绷带。。。然后他把我叫住后，顿了一下，向我要2块钱，他说他看医生后，钱包不见了，回不了家，儿女又晚上8点回家，没钱吃饭。。

他说的这些话给我的第一个印象就是谎话。。但是我还是给了他2块钱，反正2块钱对我来说不算什么，应该说对每个人都不算什么，宁可被骗一次，我还是选择了相信，如果说，他说的都是真的怎么办？？？

以前发生过类似的一件事，那个老人更老，大概70多了，当时我没给他，害我内疚了好多天。。。心想如果他真的没有饭吃怎么办？？

类似的事件还有很多，记得我去年12月去北京，我和我老爸搭地铁，然后有个老太太乞讨，我下意识的要给她钱，却发现我根本没带钱包，我让我老爸给，我爸犹豫了，并不是多少钱的问题，他怕产生连锁反应，给了这个，其他人也来要。。。就是这个犹豫，害我和他后悔了好一下子。。。

所以。。。我宁可被骗，所谓一个简单的人居住的世界就是简单的，而复杂的人居住的就是复杂的。。。

我并不是个简单的人，但是这种时候，我往往会把我的复杂世界换成简单的。。

伸手乞讨不容易，天下没有白吃的午餐，白领出卖脑力赚钱，工人出卖劳力赚钱，而乞丐需要出卖自己的自尊来赚钱。。。

好了，得继续读书，先搁笔了 :D

I wish...
I thought...
I could...

these are the phrases that we always say...There is no turn backs in our lives...so there is no point of saying "i wish i work hard last time."

This is totally nonsense..

All of these are easy to understand but hard to practise...

I always wish i could have no regrets..but in reality,I have so many regrets that i dun even know where i shd start wif..

I am a stubborn person due to e environment that i m being brought up..HAHA... I dun believe in ppl's opinion, I only believe in myself...

If i m right, there is sth like "the older u are,e wiser u are"...Last time,I m totally regard it as some nonsenses..But time has proven what my parents tell mi are e shortest way to succeed...Den i have chosen the long way..I have fallen down uncountable times,yet i still have to carry on the long,difficult route i choose..

I wan to be better than my dad...He upgrade himself from a potential miner to a successful teacher and perhaps i think he is a great writer..:D So i must upgrade myself from a potential writer to a higher level...How can i be worse than him when his living condition is so harsh...

What if I work hard in lower sec???then i will most probably get into IP programme..
What if I work hard to improve my eng in upper sec???
What if ...

Life is associated with "what if"...however, the only thing we can do is to learn from our mistakes...
I think i haven found my true aim...I only have a general aim...

HAHA..ENOUGH OF EMO STUFF...NO MATTER WHAT,I WILL STILL CARRY ON MY LIFE...:D

I wish my hardwork will be paid:D although it normally wun be paid...HAHA

anw,i hate rules...:Di wan to be free from school rulesss...and i wan to study something which there is not retarded rules:D

Lastly...WHY DO HUMAN ONLY HAVE ONE HEART????

becoz,everyone only can have 1 true love:D

so where is mine???hahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa