today is an super unlucky day...i m like so angry yet i dunnoe wad i m angry about...sry to all my dear frens..especially joy who was scared by mi..i dont mean it...i "bang" e table in front of her,i have told her my temper sux but she udn believe,maybe now she will believe...i think it through again...is it realli tat diff to give up?erm,seriously i dunnoe...is the feeling getting weaker and weaker?erm,i oso dunnoe...its like everything i oso dunnoe..i have tried so hard to avoid any misunderstanding yet some misunderstand happened...actualli its nth big deal but maybe my anger has been piled up..i must come bak to e same question again.."shd i give up?"..maybe e nicole i like is just my imagination.."she" is not exist..but den,since i like her,i will try to accept her everything...however,i m just an ordinary person and i haf bad temper..i cnat promise i will nv angry as i always get angry wif my cousin...joy sae tat i shd look for sum1 tat suits mi?haha,i m quite suprised oso as i m not sad..realli seriosuly..i dun feel my sadness but my anger..haha,maybe i m not a good bf and i haf a lousy character,but i will try to change if there is a chance...haha,life is just like tat...maybe today is unlucky day but tml will be a lucky day or fruitful day????Lets see...lastly,sry arh,joy and ze,ur and she quarrel again becoz of mi,although is indirectly..i still feel ..erm,i dun any words to describe my feeling..onli word is just sry..summore,weak ze must take care lah...later bb $$ too little..ha


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